The things that passed 45 minutes ago

I told Diane today to stop the shit and that I am the son of my father. She kicked me out, but I told her I can’t leave with out reimbursement of my rent for the remainder of the month. She made some calls and now I think my life is in danger because dad is a biker. If anything happens to me it is the cause of Diane Allard the wife of my father Martial Lauzon.

well venting time so I don't blow up

Ok almost ready to fucken blow at Diane. She doesn’t consider me dad’s family and thinks I don’t have the power to stop her from controlling dad’s money. I was dad’s family before she was even a thought in dad’s head! I entered dad’s family January 15, 1975; she wasn’t part of dad’s family till 1982. It’s time she starts to fucken accept that I am dad’s family. I’m sorry to say but if the worst happens and dad dies there will be hell to pay on the part of Diane. I found out what the problem was yesterday she is very jealous of any one who is part of dad’s family, because when she married him he didn’t have a family.

Well except it or not I am family and I will contest her decision not to give Val and me any money if dad dies and sorry to say she will find out I am family, I wouldn’t be doing it if she accepted as family but she fucked up!

Dad on his motorcycle

When did hospitals change from saving lives to killing machines?

Every time the doctors talk to my step mom they want to pull the plug or stop feeding dad. Excuse my language but WHAT THE FUCK!!! They say that dad's talking is just mumblings; sorry but I heard him talk plain French. They say that he doesn't recognise anyone, but he knows my 2 sisters and my step mom, we know that cause we asked him. He doesn't recognise me yet and when I tried to give dad a kiss yesterday he started freaking out.

I went out to the bar last night for a pepsi and to shoot some pool and updated dad's friends there on what is happenning with dad. It was tough as dad and I were there just before the accident, but it was good for me the same. I bought dad's friend a beer and played dad's faverite songs on the jukebox and had a little cry and let the rage out on the pool balls, suprised none of them broke.

keep praying for dad and my family and also for my sister val she is recovering from a partial hysterectimy. Also continue to pray for kristen and her family. Also pray for a solution for Kristen with school and money.

Thanks
Eric

THANK YOU LORD!!!!!

Dad is out of the coma! He talked and laughed with us today. We unplugged the IV today and started feeding him liquids via a tube installed in his nose running down to his stomach. 2 hours later we told him we were leaving for supper. When we got back to the hospital dad was sleeping, we started joking around about whipped cream filled jambusters(dad's favarite) and he smiled. then we continued and he started talking to us in french.

Just b4 he smiled I said a prayer for the Holy spirit to flow from me to dad just like the lady with the problem o bleeding when she touched Jesus' garment. Right when I finnished praying is when dad smiled. Hence the huge thank you to our Lord!

Eric

found problem with my car

Gas line has a hole in it and is leaking but I got no choice I got to go to welfare today for an appointment after that the car is going to be parked till I can goto Canadian tire to buy a hose to fix it and some clamps. Prob at the end of the month when I got some money can’t do anything till then.

well

me still at home passed a few hours with my sister and played video games we will see what happens tomorrow as I am really tired of it all. Almost ready to head west to winnipeg. Yeah I see that smile mom ;-) but as Jesus siad when asked by someone" How many times must I forgive someone who wrongs me? Is 7 enough?" to this Jesus replies 7 x 70 in a day. So time to forgive and continue living life so I don't end up like the rest and kill myself with bitterness. It's just damn hard to do.


Eric

Abandonned in Valleyfield

Diane asked me if I needed anything in Valleyfield so I went to check the prices to fix my car. Diane took off for her sisters place and left me waiting in the car for 6 hours. I had to phone my sister to get a ride home to get my car, tonight I'm sleeping at issabelle's place and tomorrow moving all my stuff to serges and demanding my rent back as I paid $300 for the month. I tryed to help diane out but all I get in return is shit. I'm tired of it vraiment fatigant!!. Please continue to pray for diane as I will continue to do. I still love her like a mother sorry bout that mom. I also love you too mom. continue to pray for the family and the dissions we will have to make espeacially me.
Thanks everyone.
Eric

Once again people offered my step mom condolances

When ever this happens she has a really tough time and in turn it goes back to me, and I have a really hard time. Today again she said if dad dies I am out Christ! Sorry bout using the Lord's name in vain there it was a direct translation. What I would like to do in this blog entry is pray with everyone since God's word says were 2 or more are gathered in my name I am there also.

Lord Jesus you are Lord of Lords, King of Kings and the creator. We thank you for your support and love, but most of all for the gift of salvation. Thank you Lord for saving us. Now Lord we know that you created all things and know every hair onb our heads and that you also know every proton and electron that are in our cells, so Lord we ask that in you infinant power and knowledge please repair dad's brain and make him normal again or end things fast so we can get on with our lives and go through the morning process.
Lord I pray for Diane my step mom she really needs a hug from you Lord comfort her and give her the strength to get through this. Lord I also pray for myself as there is a lot of tension between Diane and me please Lord help both of us through this. Lord I also pray for my sisters Melanie, Isabelle, Valerie and Bev that you would help them all out through this time of hardship.

Lord I also pray for Kristen's mom and her family as she battles skin cancer once again, help them through this time and bring the joy back into thier lives as well as ours.

Lord I also pray for my oma she has bone cancer and it is hard on her and the family, we ask that you clean out all the toxins and mutations and make her whole again. Also help out all my family in manitoba.

One last family to pray for there was an accident a little further down the road were dad and I had our accident, the car went off the road on the other side and went into the river there one young man lost his life. I pray for the friends and family of that young man that you may wrap your loving arms around them and comfort them. He was also a friend of my sister Isabelle so she's having a double hard time.

Lord I also pray for my church as they are going door to door over the next month in rivier baudette I pray that your hand goes with them and that many people get to know to you through this experience.

And last but not least thank you Lord for being there for us all and for such loyal friends who continue to pray for us. It makes a huge difference knowing that I'm not alone.

In the name of Jesus Christ we pray and ask that your will be done.
Amen

Moving dad closer to home

Well we are just waiting from a call from the hospital in Montreal saying that they are transfering dad to Valleyfield. Diane asked for the transfer so she can spend 24 7 with dad. She isn't confortable driving on the freeways of montreal hence the reason for requesting the transfer.

I got a new girlfriend, Carol-Anne she's 20 years old and only speaks french. Not too bad.

Diane's had a rough weekend as we went to the pit to go swimming to help her out, but Don was there and he only talked the negitive to her. I didn't hear what he was saying or I would have stopped him. Needless to say I'm a little pissed with him. When Diane has a rough time she takes it out on me and neither of us needed that. He's lucky I am not like I used to be or he'd be in the hospital right now with a coma of his own or in the morgue.

Well ttyl
Eric