fuck fuck fuck

well since the 23rd of December I have been trying to get with this lady she's very nice and all, but she had just gotten out of a bad relationship. Which messed things up for me, I was nothing but nice to her wanted to show her that there were nice guys in this world. She realized it but refused to date me cause she didn't want to loose me. Well today she just lost me I just can't be only her friend when she's talking bout us moving in together and all that. It really messed with my head even though I know she wasn't trying to do it. She told me to find someone else to date so I went looking and found someone else did my usual thing of helping out and being there for her but fell into the same fucken trap, the friend trap.

Why is it no matter what a guy does women reject them. I just don't understand this any more. They go for the assholes that fuck them up and when a nice guy comes round they say I don't want to loose u so I won't date you. What the fuck is that!

Oh well that's all I got to say.
Eric