Tuesday, November 22, 2005

umm




Slow and Steady



Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.



They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.



It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.



They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.



Do people really see me this way? let me know. lol
Eric

Thursday, November 17, 2005

umm ummm ummm bon question

Oui c’est moi encore. Beaucoup les chose passé cette semaine, pour exemple dad et moi parle a quel que chose fait lui fâche, mes sœurs est fâché avec moi, et vu comme toute la monde est fâché avec moi maintenant. Mais je sais c’est pas ca.

Mes sœurs est fâché avec moi par c’est que quand je parle avec Isa elle dit quelle que chose et je comprendre mal. Je pense elle dit ma autre sœur parle pas avec elle donc le jour prochain je parle a Mellan et demande « toute vas bon avec Isa ? » et elle répondre « oui ? Pour que tu demander ca ? » Et je répondre, « c’est rein. Je juste comprend la chose Isa dit a moi mal. »

Apres sa je vas a le dépanner et pense toute c’est bon mais pas ca. Apres je parti pour le dépanner elle vas directement a mon dad et demander avec colère « Que est que c’est sa Eric dit a moi ? Et pour quoi il essayer vas au milieu moi et ma sœur ?! »

Donc je très triste mais c’est facile pour repairer, je pense.

Yes it’s me again. A lot of things have happened this week, for example dad and I had a talk about things I have done to make him mad, my sisters are angry with me and it looks like everyone is mad with me as well. But I know it’s not like that.

My sisters are mad with me because when I talked with Isa she said something that I understood wrong. I thought she said that Mel was not talking to her any more, so I went to Mel, the next day and asked her “Everything is going good with Isa?” and she said “Yes, why do you ask?” and I responded “ It’s nothing I just wanted to check, and I also misunderstood something Isa told me yesterday.”

After I left to go to the store, Mel stormed into the house and demanded of dad “What the fuck is Eric saying to me?! Why the fuck is he trying to get between me and my sister?”

So I am very sad, but I think it will be easy to fix.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

An Error in my previous blog and an arguement for a retail giant

Well great news after talking with Diane I found out I miss read what she was doing it turned out that she had in fact just woke up from a nap!! The specialist told Diane that dad’s liver is in good shape. I want to thank all of you who prayed for him and most of all, our Lord for keeping dad safe through this time. Hopefully dad’s demeanor will change as result of getting good news instead of bad. Still pray for my grandma though. Thanks.

As for me moving to Hull I think I will stay here for a few more months dad said we will get the small car fixed and insured so I can use it to find work and then go to work with it too, and also visit my two sisters out here which will be a good thing.

Now your all caught up with my news let’s tackle something on my mind since I read a blog of one of my friends.

The realities of working in a retail environment and what that entails.
First of all any retail job is poorly paying unless you receive a commission (even then it doesn’t often get more then $60,000/year).
Second the hours depend on how you perform and how well management likes you but if you step on management they will look for a way to fire your ass. The same as any job.
Third it’s damn hard work dealing with some of the sniveling idiots that set foot in your store. People think that retail will be easy but in fact I find it one the hardest jobs there is and I have held a gambit of positions from construction, production, slaughter house, office, direct sales, and call centre; out of them all retail and the call centre are the toughest.
Forth any business is looking out for number one the almighty dollar with out it there would be no business.
Fifth in any work place you must create an atmosphere that makes your business thrive. Yes it is something like a cult. You must make all your employees think in a way that promotes your needs. Why do you think Wal-Mart, Tim Horton’s, Future Shop, Starbucks and others have thrived it’s all atmosphere created by the owners. The retail world is not the only place where atmosphere is created it’s also created in churches, factories, cities and countries.
Sixth a retail store is not responsible for the work standards of their product manufacturers. If you want to get to the nitty gritty of it all, I have a gambit of examples of Canadian products that fill the shelves of our supermarkets and corner stores where the people who produced it were paid very meagerly with very little if any benefits. For example farmers both in the meat industry and the fruit and vegetable industry hire people under the table to do the labor. The employees there are paid substandard wages and have no rights, I know because I have worked for these places myself.

In the world of business the strong survive and the week parish, just look at Wal-Mart and Microsoft. How many of you are using machines powered by the giant’s software right now probably most of you unless you chose a Mac or are using Linux. Smart business practices often kill the competition, and every one hates it when a business succeeds in such a manner unless it is their own business, of course;)
All this said you have a right to make up your own mind about where you shop and what you buy but if your going to take a stand and avoid one store well you better not be a hypocrite and buy the products that are made locally on the backs of slave labor. As for myself I will continue to shop at Wal-Mart and possibly work there because they do have some of the best wages and befits in the retail industry.

Thanks,
Eric

Tears and bad results

When I woke up today I went downstairs and sat in the living room to watch TV with Diane and dad was resting on the couch, I could tell that the news from the doctor was not good because I saw something I haven’t seen in a long time, Dianne crying. I don’t know if I got the nerve to ask what the news from the liver specialist was but I already know. With dad’s drinking, hepatitis c, and his medication it’s a deadly combination. I just pray that this will help dad stop his drinking. I ask once again for your prayers for my dad and also for my grandmother she has kidney cancer and I believe she went in for surgery sometime this week or last to have her kidney removed.

Quand je réveiller aujourd’hui, je descendre et assit dans la salon pour regarder le télé avec Diane et dad couche sur la sofa, je croit la nouvelle a le docteur c’est mal par c’est que je vu cat chose je jamais vu avant Diane crier. Je ne sais pas es que j’ai la nerve pour demander qua la nouvelle a le spécialiste de foie mais je sais déjà. Avec le boire et l’hépatite c et les médicaments de dad, c’est une commination très mortel. Je juste prier dad arrêter la boire par c’est que sa. Je demander les prier de vous encore pour mon père et pour ma grande mère. Elle est malade avec le cancer de le rein et je pense elle va pour la chirurgie cette semaine ou la dernier semaine pour enlever le rein de elle.

Thank you all for your prayers and support
Merci a tout pour les prier et aide a vous
Eric

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Desolat toute les people francais mais cette entry est toute anglais

Well my last entry was french so this one is in english:P
I'm moving december first and not too sure where yet but been looking at Hull Quebec since all my ID is Quebecois anyway and the cost of living is less on the french side then the english side. I fell the best way to get to know my father is from a distance as he won't stop killing himself with the booze and it hurts me too much to watch. So I'm going to put some space between us for now.

Any of you living in the Ottawa area that know of a good cheap place in Hull let me know. I could even live in a dive not a problem just as long as it is high speed internet ready;) The getto doesn't bother me I lived in too many to count. lol

Well now you all know what is happenning with me while living with my father. Please pray for him.

Thanks,
Eric